im already feeling v fcuked up, and why must there be people stil wants to provoke me.
seriously, im NOT in a right mood t hear those sarcastic words. i CANNOT take it.
if you guys are happy ranting nonsense that will make me feel low, thn please. FCUK OFF.
why cant i have friends that comes to me even when they didnt get in to any trouble or have any problems?
why cant i have friends that will be there when i need them and not ORDERING me to be there when they need me?
why cant i have friends that is willing t help or share my burden without asking for rewards?
why cant i have friends that will share not only their sorrows with me?
why cant i have friends that treat me like a friend?
all those whys, really bring me into deep thoughts..
i've tried so hard to be a standard good friend, i helped, i share, i sacrifice.
but it seems that i failed :\