Wednesday, April 22, 2009

The school make it a point that we should write our RJ every school day. Then i think i should make it a point to write my BJ every school day so that my blog wont rot so easily. HA-HA!


Lesson learnt for the first day of school :
► New environment is good but sometimes boring.


Day one out of school :
► Its good to have someone that is close to you in the same poly.


Lesson learnt for the second day of school :
► Being hyper in class is not anything wrong.
► Some friends are only there to pisss you off.
► Not everyone is worth helping, even friends.
► Some people are born to be a liar, basically, friends lied at each other too.
► Not all white lies are good.


Lesson learnt for the third day of school :
► Be confident of yourself. Do not have to care what others think about you. (not overconfident)
► I've got a good entertainer in class, daryl chow d.r

Lesson learnt for the third day out of school :
► Friends that's 重色轻友 isnt worth hanging out together.
► Blame noone for being a friend that concern about others.
► Staying late in class really clears my mind.
► The journey is super long from rp to home, alone.
► When one say he likes/loves you, he can dont meant anything.
► Now i realised, actions really do speaks louder than words.

♠ i simply just dont understand why is there people that wants to create chaos between one another. is not saying lies that difficult? i dont like it when people lied to me, even though its a white one, cause in the end, it will still hurts, or maybe double. i dislike the feeling of being cheated, never.

♠ i couldnt understand why there such evil people around, when he/she needs you then he/she will come looking for you, but when he/she dont need you, he/she will just forget totally about you. i seriously dislike this type of person, and why on earth these people have to surround me.

well, today. maybe's a bad day for me. in the early morning, i already got so pissed off and the rest of the day isnt anything better. today, i too realised alot alot of things that i dont wish to face in the past, or maybe, i neglected the problem.
after sitting in E35E alone since 330 to now, i thought through alot alot of things. im upset and angry with myself, i didnt know that i was such a fool that goes helping other and getting bad treatment form them when they no longer need me. asking myself, why did i ever want to care about them, so what they're friends, they dont even bother about how i feel, all they know is them to stay best and their boyfriends/girlfriends.
i should have just save my time doing my own things and not poking a nose in their business even when they asked me for help. and till today, i realised that actually at times its wrong lending others a helping hand. i never regretted having such friends before no matter how others talked bad about them, but at this moment, i regretted. should this friendship stil continue? i really wonder...

♠ i dontlike friends that is 重色轻友
♠ but i also dont like him treating his friend/ex/whatever more than everything, even me.



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