You're the reason why i tear

Hello people . I am here to update again :D

27th Aug 2009 , Thursday - Day Eleven
Went job-hunting with Jocie . Met her up at Bishan Junction 8 and go for the first interview there .
But high chance of not getting the job , and well . We went to Mac and had a drink as well as searching in the newspaper . Called and all , then went for interviews at different places .
In the end , got a job of selling handbags .
It's just like the job that i used to work , but this time different company .
I am thinking whether i should work because the pay isn't that good . But if i were to work , its all because of killing boredom and trying to keep myself occupied doing something so that i won't think so much . Anyway , shall just see .
Some other funny things happened .
- details please go to jocie's blog for more cause i am too lazy to type everything out -
http://the-chubbygirl.blogspot.com
(PS. shun bian help her promote abit ><

♥
i am making it a point to forget .
but eventually , i never stop thinking .

28th August 2009 , Friday - Day Twelve

its SA Appointment Ceremony :D
Ohman , i am like getting so nervous but i dontknow why .
I think it's partially because of i have no idea what to wear on that day .
So i started preparing quite early (doing my hair etc.)
And yeay , i just close my eyes and random picked out one dress to wear .
Headed to meet the girls and keith at woodland's pizza hut .
They had lunch and all , after that headed to school .
I was whining away because i think i look really weird , even have the thought of not going .
I basically went crazy , cause i feel super weird though as the girls are dressed in formal , as in formal wear .
Met yunzhen at the bus interchanged , and headed to school together (:
Finally , i managed to drag my feet all the way to school .
Reached the place , and find it not that bad already :D
Thanks SAMC 08/09 .. Welcome SAMC 09/10 .. Trivia games .. SA year one appointment .. Awards giving .. Photo taking ..
Lots more things happened , but overall , its a good evening , a really good evening (:

Met up with Mal after that then head over to causeway point while waiting for Jocie and Elliot to join us for dinner . Waited for like one and plus plus hours . After dinner , headed back home x)

♥
after so long , it still feels the same when i saw you .
looking you at the back from far , its enough , i think .
actually , about it , i feels the same too , you know .

29 August 2009 , Saturday - Day Thirteen
A tiring day . But great day (:
Lazy to elaborate . So yeah !
Tomorrow will be a dreadful day . Hais >< ♥ a lil not over you , still .
i am not longer smiling like how i used to ..
it's because of you , i smile .

♥
you're the reason why i am able to forget my past so quickly . but now , i've to forget you as well , this doubles the pain .
i wish , i wish , i wish .
i look into the few hundreds message i had in my phone , and hope that there will be one from you again .
wonder when will be the day , among my so many message a day , i will see one from you .
not possible ever again , i think .