Happy Birthday Mr Green Sotong.

Monday , 31st August 2009 - Day fifteen .
Let the pictures speaks for itself . Not in a mood to blog everything out so detailed .




* do we blend into the recycle bin ? HAHA *


* Me and Jocie together with Aizat's birthday card *




* taken by RonNPT when he's playing with my camera ._. *


* candid shot done by RonNPT (: *


* Mr green sotong's birthday cake *


* Mr Green Sotong dressed in Green top and Green slippers holding on to Green Birthday card and presents :D *


* featuring zw and erdie *


* LAST BUT NOT LEAST , MR ASHWIN :D *


♥
when you show me your displeased


Tuesday , 1 Sept 2009 - Day Sixteen .

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MR GREEN SOTONG !

Texted him a birthday message right on twelve :D
And he replied me with a super long message . Cool mooooosxz .

♥
when i thought everything is doing great .
then i realised it's actually not .
i'm so foolish to believe that there can be something done without a purpose .
i was doing great when someone that care asked about us , i responded w/o saying much but showing that things are well .
and wishfully thinking that we'll be as good even if we're not together .
that's so wrong of me .
i finally knew , the reasons of why you have been contacting me not long ago .
i didn't know how to react , cause im both happy and sad .
i am happy because i know i am not the only one that is still loving .
i am sad because i think that if its not because of this , you wouldnt even bother to contact anymore .
but however however , you get me not to reply you , so i didnt reply .
perhaps perhaps , that was the last message btwn us .
and now knowing that you will read my blog , so i think that i shouldnt say much to stop you from turning away .
because , i believe , there's a brighter future for you ahead .
someone better waving to you , i dreamt .
i shouldn't be so selfish to keep you by me when i don't treasure right , serve me right on this .
so much of unwillingness , i have to let go .
i used to hold on to you , unless you tell me to let go .
but this time round its different ..
i am lettiing my hands off , unless you tell me not to , cause you know i am unwilling to forget
love with your heart and not your brain , and i know deeply how much i feel about all this .
if you love me , tell me not to leave , please .
so much so much of a contradiction , i wanted to type everything of this hoping it will be good if it come true , but yet hope you didnt see all this . such a dumb person i am .

love does not leave when it is bid farewell .

i am such a fool , i swear .