Mixed Feelings

1st may - labour day !
i went out with three of my dearest classmates ; crystal lesden daryl
we went to town , caught a movie called sell out , okay , shouldnt elaborate on that movie cause we went . . . . after watching that movie . haha !
DONT BUT ME , I DONT LIKE PEOPLE TO BUT ME . -LOL-
before the movie we went to arcade and blahblahblah , saw kengboon and his friendsss outside the arcade :x tried to say hi but . . . nevermind . -idontlikeyourwayofreacting-
after the movie we just slack around town areas and we crapped all the way .
well , its was pretty fun yesterday though we were quite lost ya , lol .
hmmmmmm , crystal left us when we were at burger king .
and ya , lesden got tricked bout the bangle thing ! lolololol ~
after that lesden and i acc daryl to the bus stop and wait for his bus ~
then we walked all the way back to the train station and train-ed back to amk to meet dx .
let's end the outing with a group photo :D !

* thanks lesden for taking the train back with me ! goodluck all the way :D haha !

okay , suppose to meet daxin right after i reached amk .
but she's didnt know i reached already so i waited for her at hub alighting point for quite awhile .
after meeting her , many many things happened .
i saw so so so many familiar faces and ya , mr chow too .
okay after all these happy things , the shitty part comes alreadyz .

some fcuking person came t look for problem and act like as if he's some big gangster thing .
fcuking hell , he calls his friend whom is at kpool down to see show cause we were not scared of him when he shows attitude , damnnnn i seriously hate it when he kept going .. limbei limbe$i limbei ! i was so pissed off with him laaa , act one big gangster when he's like cant even compared to a shrimp . Z ! we are not allowed to go home thn im thinking of calling someone down t acc me peii daxin home first then i head home to be safe . i didnt know who to mafan at that time and i was messaging adrian at that time , so i called him to come over since he's in amk area .
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and it totally freaked me out but i did realised that buddy is not there only for good names . he's willing to help me out when i gotten involve in some shitty matters without claiming any compliments nor complaining about it . i really really thanks him and his friendsss yesterday night . they went to the extent that they acc me sent dx home and walked back home with me (: ! much much appreciated and his words touched me lots . though i knew him for very long alreadyz and we're on sucha good terms but i never thought that he would be the one that could actually come to 'rescue' when this type of things happened . im really glad that i know this buddy of mine - adrian (: ! and his friends :D

anyone , just asked me for more info if you wanted to know what type of shitty matters i gotten involved in yesterday night , labour day night . i wont mind sharing , i really dont [:

and dx , if ever you wanted to like let me , buddy and friends down , i dontthink its worth helping you anymore . we helped you yesterday because as a friend i dontwant anything bad to happen to you but if you want to continue and more shitty things come up , im afraid we wont want to care anymore . you , go think about it yourself , see whether its worth it making all these trouble or not . we wouldnt blame you for yesterday's thing but please make your stand clearly , if ever you want to side him in the end , then you know you should just forget it and dont bother to ask me for help in the first place . this short post for you is not has no offence , just wanna let you know how we actually feel here .

well , after this matter , i seriously went into thinking . who will really 'come to rescue' when this time of things happen ever again .

where are you when i need you ?

I can cry so hard listening to 下雨天