Friendship .

Awkwardness between me and twinney lasted for a week plus already.

And things are not getting any better.

Sort of have a fight with him today over at twitter.

And i think i am quite affected by it.

I hope everything could be back to normal, once again.

Because i really don't want to lose this friendship, i really dont.

Anyway, i am blogging elsewhere instead.

Updates

Today, i went over to M'sia to visit my uncle who just had a surgery on the intestine.
Daddy drove us there, and there's a jam when on the way back.
And i totally forgotten about my RJ till Helmi text me :O
I told him that i'm still outside and he offered to help me to complete everything!
So nice of him, for ONCE!

THANKS HELMI !

and i texted OH LI LING, but yeah, that wugui never reply! hmpf.

On monday, i went for the adventure learning with a few of my classmates.
And i shall let the picture do the talking.
(there's more uploaded in facebook)

and and and !
ima going for movie with few of my classmates tomorrow :D!
and blackkkk tomorrow ! heees .


* p/s : watched paranormal activities in class today , it suppose to be a horror show ? but Joel never fails to scold vulgarities even when watching movie . that's so so him . but at least he makes the show not that scary , pheww . but still , the last part of the movie is still playing inside my mind now . and i swear , i'm like so scared .

Finally posted

A story to update everyone :D

Once upon a time ...

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind.
She hated everyone except her loving boyfriend.
He never fail to be there for her, always.
One fine day, the girl made a comment.
Saying that if only she could see the world, she would marry her boyfriend, definitely.

Days later, someone donated a pair of eyes to the girl and the operation was sucessful.
She could see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend then asked her, 'now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'
The girl was shocked. Because she saw that her boyfriend is also blind, and she refused to marry him. And eventually, asked for breakup.

Her boyfriend then walked away in tears.
And later wrote a letter to the girl saying ....
'Just take care of my eyes dear, I'll leave the exploring of the world to you, And remember this, i love you, always.'



Is being blind an obstacle to love ?

Is love blind ?



P.S/ people, there's too much things that have happened. and i believe everything is going back to normal again. oh, maybe i shouldn't say back to normal. it should be, everything is fine already. and yeah, i won't be updating everything though. anyway, i'm always tweeting on twitter :D feel free to follow me there to know more about my daily updates!

It's never never easy to part with E35E, never.
Those tears shed when facing separation is not for nothing.
Yes, i might be emotional, but i would never teared for something that i don't give a damn about.
New class now, many are saying that each of us will have new friends and forget them.
Till this moment, i couldn't ensure that W16G would not bond.
But one thing for sure, even if we bond, it will never be the same kind of happiness i had from E35E.
And i am so sure that W16G could never give me the same feeling and treatment E35E had given me, and this is what that will never change.

Ok, i shall stopped here.
I am really not feeling well.
My chest hurts a hell lots ) :
I think i am dying ..

the 1st day of sem 2 , w/o e35e ):

Today is the first day of semester twooo .
Semester two didn't start off that well because it's without E35E .
Really feel like running away from school , but in the end i didn't , because i met up with E35E people before stepping in the new class , at least it's a good start of the day :D
Chit chatted and try to spend that little time together , and we overshot the time .
Dragged my foot to class , stepped in the class , and realized many pairs of eyes were staring at me . So so so , awkward .

( CAN YOU GUYS SENSE THE EYES ? )

Everything is so different from the past , the silence in there can really kills :O

Used to step in E35E class , even if i am late .
The welcome greeting , even though it's funny , it actually warms the heart .
Like forever they are welcoming you to join them .

So so , back to class .
Today's lesson was fine , but you know Cognitive , it's known for killing braincells , so yeah .
But overall , class were fine , not really close , but not that bad either .

After school , met up with them still , over at TRCC .
Chit chatted and then headed to Causeway point .
Went to foodcourt and planned to discuss about Alexis's birthday celebration this coming Saturaday .
But out of a sudden , Amin suddenly have an idea of making up for my birthday , cause they couldn't make it there to celebrate my birthday that time .
So they went off to buy somethings , leaving Jocie , Malcolm , Ida and me there .
After quite some time , they came back with a mini cake which looks really beautiful and yes , super random birthday presents !

Thanks people ! Even though it's like after two weeks already , you guys still thought of making it up . Actually there isn't a need ah , but seriously , thankyou :D !



Stepping in the new class (W16G) seeing no familiar faces ..

Calling out for classmates but hearing no familiar voices ..

Turning around to ask for help yet couldn't call out their names ..

Laughing at the jokes they crack making me miss E35E so much ..

Alone surviving in a new class with 24 new students , i felt so helpless ..

Some said that it's just the first day , will get used to it soon ..

Perhaps i will get used to the new class , but definitely not used to do without E35E ..

2 1/2 more years to go , how long more could the meet up last ? - i wonder , i really wonder -

I am so not used to the new class though it isn't that bad overall , but still , the only thing i look forward to , is meeting up with E35E every morning , every break and every time after school .

Perhaps , this is the only lil things that all of us could do to keep the bond there .

Cause i know , i never wanted the friendship to end just here .

The journey of E35E had officially ended today when each of us stepped into our new classes .

But one thing for sure , our friendships never ends .

* PS// i am not emo-ing . but hell yeah , just stating what i feel . i dont know how long more of this type of posting will last . but hope everyday will be a good day .

God bless ex E35E peeps .

Let me end with the photos taken today , E35E still : D

all of us here have brown hair , isnt that nice (:

the loves lies there forever .

Forever memories

I've many many many things to update on.
Things like my belated birthday celebrations with different groups of friends, outings and etc.
But but, it will be a really really really long post if i were to blog about everything. And so, i decided to post only about ... E35E 2nd Class Chalet :D

The long awaited E35E second class chalet is finally here , 28092009 !

Day One
Went to see doctor again before i go for chalet .
So met up with Jocie only at around 1130pm at Amk .
Cabbed down to Amk to meet her cause if not we will missed the last bus .
So when i reached the bus stop, i gave her a call because i don't see her anywhere in sight .
And her retarded phone cannot accept calls .
But well , in the end , after so much of panicking , we manage to catch the last bus and make our trip down to Pasir Ris (:
Reached Pasir Ris , cabbed down to Aloha Loyang main entrance , thinking that they will sent someone at least to fetch us from there because they told us to wait there .
But when we reached , i texted Divya saying that we reached and asking for directions to the chalet , but there's no reply .
So sat down at the main entrance and wait . We're both like some pathetic kids whom just got kick out of the house and have nowhere to go lah .
But after quite some time , Ziwei text and asked . Then finally we have someone to get us to the chalet .
But were abit awkward when first reached there , perhaps its because we didnt see each other for quite a long time already .
And so , we went back our room to unpack our stuffs .

( this is what we have in our bathroom , and it's only just the two of us :D not alot of things right ? :p )

After that , Daryl came inside our room . He's drunk and doing all the nonsense stuffs .
Like :
- waving hello like an idiot
- saying ' eh, michelle, you like fat liao leh'
- trying to break open jocie's phone in a wrong way
- showing off the girl in her phone
- keep whining about noone smses him
- wanting to change phone with jocie but putting in the wrong battery

( This is how dumb he can get when he's drunk. Tskkkkk x3 )

And yeah , the day ended with me and Jocie spending time chit chatting in the big big room of ours till 4am .
But halfway through our sleep , we both felt real freezy so both had the intention of switching off the aircon , but none wanted to move , so we're just trying to make ourselves warm but really not comfy at all .
In the end , Jocie surrender and she got up to off it :D

Day Two
Rise and shine .
Wore the Levis red tee bought together with Jocie :D

( camwhore ^.^ )

Went out to the living room and join the others :D
Teamed with Daryl! Oh, he can play well is bball not definately not soccer mansxz. A retard is using legs, muhahahahahahaha. So the opposing team, which is the team with great pairing up - Aizat and Divya won the game :p

During the soccer game , Yujuan hurt her leg while playing .
We shall give her a clap for playing so enthusiatically in the game and sacrificing her leg .
Poor thing , i bet she hurts like hell at then ]:
So the game was paused due to Yujuan's injury, held her back to her room and started helping her to manage the wounds .
Jodie and i were playing nurse game on her . Trying to wrap her feet like as if she got her toes cut off . But unfortunately , we forgotten to take a picture of our hard work :x Hahaha !

Headed out to NTUC to do some grocery shopping for the chalet .Came back and helped out in the kitchen to start the BBQ .Everyone was helping out here and there , it's really HOT-WARMING . (heartwarming) how nice .

BBQ started , but all of us , the girls were glued to the TV watching the wedding of Fann Wong & Christopher Lee .
The guys were making noise when we are paying attention to the TV instead of helping them out with the things . But at last , all of us gathered there and the night starts .

Aizat gave me my belated birthday present which is wrapped with don't know how many many layers of newspaper . And wow ! What a surprise ah , totally stunned . Lols . Ok , no more further say . Stop here :D But thanks though !

( dont we all look like we're a family ? how sweet that is isn't it ? (: )

After the BBQ , which all of us were damn full , all went to have their own activities .
Jocie and me decided to clear up the place because it's really incorrigible .

During the night , after we bathed and stuffs . The guys wanted to head out to 7-11 to get some stuffs , so me and jocie tagged along with them , while the others stayed in the chalet , some were even asleep .
They pushed the trolley along , and i sat inside .
The feeling is damn shiok , cause i dont have to walk :D
Reached mangoswamp and were discussing whether we should go in .
Some wanted to , but some don't .
So in the end , Jocie and Daryl walked the other route while me and the others went in .
It looks really scary at the starting because its totally pitch dark . But as we slowly walked in , the route became brighter . Actually the feeling walking inside its just like walking in the evening and not midnight , so it was still pretty alright (:

Ended the journey of walking inside , went under mrt track and waited for the both of them , and we started crapping about things .
This is the part where dou sa pia came from .
Dou sa pia = Bean paste cookie ? LOL . what a good translation hor , ZW .

After waiting and waiting and wonder why they both took so long to reach , they actually reached 7-11 before us already . So headed to Mac and slack awhile after that when we about to go back to the chalet , its raining . Therefore , we cabbed back instead . Though it's much comfy taking cab back . But now , i rather that time we walked back , we could have spent more time together walking and creating more memories ...

Finally we're back to the chalet , and everyone's asleep .
When me and Jocie wanted to head to bed already , Amin and Aizat came into the room and disturb all the way to 5 in the morning then we can get to sleep .
Some guys came in and share the room with us , because our room is bigger (:
And yeah , all the way till the next day .

Oh , the same thing happen at night again .
Jocie felt cold and she get me to off the fan for her when i'm like sleeping !
After that i asked her where's the fan control , but she passed me the aircon control .
I was quite stunned , and suddenly remember that the fan controller dropped down to the bottom of bed .
So no choice i've to get out of bed to off it , but i think i wasn't really awake so i asked her where is the switch , but miracly , she managed to point to the right place .
If not , i am so gonna kill her the next morning . Lols !

The second day ended like that .

Day Three

Woke up. But did nothing much in the morning.
Card games and all. Just plain slacking.
And guys get so stuck on the game console that Ron brought there.
It captures all the guys attention leaving them glued to the TV also.
Ah stupid ron, it can be really irritatiing when you see them get so stuck on the game.
Lols, after that we started to prepare for the water bomb game .
Filling up plastic bags and all : D

While getting ready , the guys make a sneak attack .
Aizat threw the water bomb , and it hit right on me .
So threw one back , and it kena Amin .
Its like so so so fun (: So the game continued ...
And when we the girls thought that the game ended cause all of us ran out of water bomb , then we got a shocked from the guys .
They filled up water in pails adding in soap and plan an attack on us .
And it goes on and on ..

( i think i dont have to further elaborate it , because E35E know what happened on that day best (: ! the fun we had there is unable to be described using words , esp the water bomb part )

After the game , all of us quickly wash up and get ready to head out to E-hub .
And some went home at then too .
Supposingly , we should go NTUC in E-hub! to get spices for cooking dinner .
But when we reached there , it's already closed .
So we walked to a further place to get them . Were quite fun walking with them though it's very tiring .
And yeah , when we went back the chalet , we started cooking already .
Everyone helped out here and there . Wenting , Lesden and I were figuring out how the beehoon and rice should be cooked so that it will turn out edible .
So yeay , our products . But this was taken after all of them finishes their meal , so ya .

After that , we all sat down in the living room to chit chat about everything , started to feel abit of emotional already .
We started to do cleaning up for the chalet and all , after that some went back to their own room and some were still hanging around in the living room , so was i .
Sat at the sofa the whole night . Half asleep half awake .
Ziwei said that he were at the living room wide awake . He saw me stoning down there , but i never even noticed his existance at all . How hilarious . He actually succeeded in trying to pretend as ghost xp !

Day Four

The last day is here , unfortunately .
Do the last checking and all , and waited for the Aloha Loyang person to come and check before we can booked out .

Here amin goes again , asking me to add the facebook of that aloha loyang guy.
LOL . This is part and parcel of E35E jokes .

Went out to somewhere near Pasir Ris Mrt . Sat down at the food court and started chit chatting Some checked their classes , and the emotions came .
Changing of class , everyone's emotional about it . Some teared , the silence really hurts .

this marks the end of E35E journey for semester one .
we're no longer a class anymore , not anymore .

miss all the stick mans , the singings , the teasing of one another , and all the random craps .
it's all meant something to me .
i gave up something for e35e and i believe i wont regret .