Sunday, April 26, 2009

Teen Love Test
Full-Fledged Lover
You're qualified to be a Full-Fledged Lover! You have showed wisdom and understanding of love and therefore is old enough mentally and emotionally to experience the magic of love. Although handling of relationships is not easy, you're well equipped to handle it. However, do be careful whom you give your heart with as it might end in tears if you're not careful

Saturday, April 25, 2009

To Alex :
Im not an expert in bagg laaa ! (bagg zipping) LOLOLOL !
I think only you knows what i am talking about mansxz (:
Shhhhhh , we both have a secret !
Exposed = Death ! HAHA :D
Hmmmmm , when want head to sengkang again ? Opps !
Stayyy backkk in school againszxz together soonnn (:
Haha, alrightszxz ! See you on monday morning ! 6 am right ? HAHAHA !

To B and D :
Please ahh , if you guys ever want us to tagg along with you then dont ever like ask us to go home first when we make the effort to went all the way there with you guys laaa .
Its really pissing canszxz .
We are not like your dogs or whatever canszxz , you ask us to come and go as you like .
We dont like it canszxz .
If ever you two think that you're not wrong , then forget it laaa .
But whatever it is , reflect on yourself laaa ! ZZZ @.@

To PW :
Oh manszxz . Yesterday's webcamm sessions were good rightszxz ? Lols !
School's funn with webcammm yeps :D
Moreeeeeeeee okayszxz . See you soon (:

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Friday, April 24, 2009

School have been fine, but not really fine.
Many things outside school happened, nothing's good.
Other's dont understand. Im going mad. Dying..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

The school make it a point that we should write our RJ every school day. Then i think i should make it a point to write my BJ every school day so that my blog wont rot so easily. HA-HA!


Lesson learnt for the first day of school :
► New environment is good but sometimes boring.


Day one out of school :
► Its good to have someone that is close to you in the same poly.


Lesson learnt for the second day of school :
► Being hyper in class is not anything wrong.
► Some friends are only there to pisss you off.
► Not everyone is worth helping, even friends.
► Some people are born to be a liar, basically, friends lied at each other too.
► Not all white lies are good.


Lesson learnt for the third day of school :
► Be confident of yourself. Do not have to care what others think about you. (not overconfident)
► I've got a good entertainer in class, daryl chow d.r

Lesson learnt for the third day out of school :
► Friends that's 重色轻友 isnt worth hanging out together.
► Blame noone for being a friend that concern about others.
► Staying late in class really clears my mind.
► The journey is super long from rp to home, alone.
► When one say he likes/loves you, he can dont meant anything.
► Now i realised, actions really do speaks louder than words.

♠ i simply just dont understand why is there people that wants to create chaos between one another. is not saying lies that difficult? i dont like it when people lied to me, even though its a white one, cause in the end, it will still hurts, or maybe double. i dislike the feeling of being cheated, never.

♠ i couldnt understand why there such evil people around, when he/she needs you then he/she will come looking for you, but when he/she dont need you, he/she will just forget totally about you. i seriously dislike this type of person, and why on earth these people have to surround me.

well, today. maybe's a bad day for me. in the early morning, i already got so pissed off and the rest of the day isnt anything better. today, i too realised alot alot of things that i dont wish to face in the past, or maybe, i neglected the problem.
after sitting in E35E alone since 330 to now, i thought through alot alot of things. im upset and angry with myself, i didnt know that i was such a fool that goes helping other and getting bad treatment form them when they no longer need me. asking myself, why did i ever want to care about them, so what they're friends, they dont even bother about how i feel, all they know is them to stay best and their boyfriends/girlfriends.
i should have just save my time doing my own things and not poking a nose in their business even when they asked me for help. and till today, i realised that actually at times its wrong lending others a helping hand. i never regretted having such friends before no matter how others talked bad about them, but at this moment, i regretted. should this friendship stil continue? i really wonder...

♠ i dontlike friends that is 重色轻友
♠ but i also dont like him treating his friend/ex/whatever more than everything, even me.



Tuesday, April 21, 2009

When i need help, who will be the one that will be there for me, without complains?
When i need someone to talk to, who will be the one that i look up for even in midnight?
When i need someone to complain to, who will be the one that i call up and whine to?
When i need someone's shoulder, who will be the one that's willing to lend me even i wet them?
When i need someone to encourage me, who will be the one that's gives a pat on my shoulder and say work harder?
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...
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School was fine (:
I dontwant to be together with someone that have another person in the heart.
This is definately not jealousy, but just so not right.
The one you actually love is not me, but another.
I never wanted to be the spare tyres or the shadow of that person.
One day you're never able to forget her, one day we'll stay like this.
Not any step closer, never.
I dontknow if you ever see this post, or perhaps it just me complaining about everything alone here. I dontknow, and i dont care now. If i dont typed this out, im so gonna feel so terrible inside. Anyway, pardon me for saying anything wrong.


Sunday, April 19, 2009

okay, i promise to blog before my school starts tomorrow.
tomorrow is the start of school already, and im now sick ): -terrible-
everything's not going well now.

First, he lied. (H)
Second, im sick.
Third, tmrw schl's going to start.
Fourth, he thinks im crazy. (K)
Fifth, im from the east.
Sixth, i dontknow what to wear tmrw.

Seventh, i hate her attitude. -weirdo- (D)
Eighth, time is running out.
Nineth, i want to meet KellLuv for long chit chat sessions ):


Okay, all these is making me crazyyyyyy ):
im not feeling well, think i will blogged another day ):


Friday, April 10, 2009

more days ..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Prove To Me
时候该结束了.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Alright, i think its time for me to update already. But i dontthink i want to blog about what had happened over these few days ya.
Yesterday night, went to meet kelly for some chit chat sessions and i learnt alot alot. She shared alot of things with me which made me realised how important it is to treasure life. I really got to thanks for that mansxz (:
And today, i came online and im getting excited over somethings yeaps.
* hoho, kell! i blogged liaooooosxz. excited excited @.@!

im too lazy to update ._.
maybe later? lol.