If this could last a lil longer

DAY FOURTEEN
Hey people . You guys must be wondering why am i here again yeah .
Well , it have been such a long time ever since i blogged continuously for two days .
Okay , the reason why i am here is because i am happy ;D i think i just came back from dreamland !

Today , i started working again . Orchard Paragon Metro (:
Was a bit reluctant to go for work at first because i know it gonna be very boring plus that its raining early in the morning :x
But yeay , i still went ..
Started work and nothing much interesting . Couldn't have my phone placed with me so i put it in my bag and handed over to the security point ><
All the way till break , i then get the chance to checked my phone .
Checked my phone and realized that there are so many messages , so i took the break time t reply to all messages . After replying all messages , i am quite disappointed cause i thought about the wish i made yesterday to the stars and in my blog and eventually it never happen .

Just about when i am going to give up and stop thinking , i received a message .
I saw the name of the sender , and i stunned , totally .
My wish came true , for a second , i thought i am dreaminggg .
My heart beat twice faster than usual when opening the message , cause i thought it would be nothing good :x But yeay , its nothing bad , not that very good too .

Anyway , replied a lil and then have t head back to work already .
So yeay , it ended like that ><
Was pretty satisfied with my work today cause i sold several expensive bags :D
Michelle is tired but happy :D

♥
Though its just a simple hello , i think its enough .
That 11 simple messages you have sent me , to you may be only random , but you never know , it meant a lot to me .
Cause , i still miss you like always .

~ wishing upon the stars works .






* to someone really nice but i let down on *
i am sorry , really sorry .
sorry for dashing your hopes just like that .
i don't want to , but i have to .
don't wish to have you wasting your time on me , move on ok :D
we will still be friends like before yeps , i promise , for sure .
jokes and craps , what we are best at , is something that we will never stop doing .
i don't hope that there will be awkward moments between us alrightt (:
things as usual ok :D see you soon .

You're the reason why i tear

Hello people . I am here to update again :D

27th Aug 2009 , Thursday - Day Eleven
Went job-hunting with Jocie . Met her up at Bishan Junction 8 and go for the first interview there .
But high chance of not getting the job , and well . We went to Mac and had a drink as well as searching in the newspaper . Called and all , then went for interviews at different places .
In the end , got a job of selling handbags .
It's just like the job that i used to work , but this time different company .
I am thinking whether i should work because the pay isn't that good . But if i were to work , its all because of killing boredom and trying to keep myself occupied doing something so that i won't think so much . Anyway , shall just see .
Some other funny things happened .
- details please go to jocie's blog for more cause i am too lazy to type everything out -
http://the-chubbygirl.blogspot.com
(PS. shun bian help her promote abit ><

♥
i am making it a point to forget .
but eventually , i never stop thinking .

28th August 2009 , Friday - Day Twelve

its SA Appointment Ceremony :D
Ohman , i am like getting so nervous but i dontknow why .
I think it's partially because of i have no idea what to wear on that day .
So i started preparing quite early (doing my hair etc.)
And yeay , i just close my eyes and random picked out one dress to wear .
Headed to meet the girls and keith at woodland's pizza hut .
They had lunch and all , after that headed to school .
I was whining away because i think i look really weird , even have the thought of not going .
I basically went crazy , cause i feel super weird though as the girls are dressed in formal , as in formal wear .
Met yunzhen at the bus interchanged , and headed to school together (:
Finally , i managed to drag my feet all the way to school .
Reached the place , and find it not that bad already :D
Thanks SAMC 08/09 .. Welcome SAMC 09/10 .. Trivia games .. SA year one appointment .. Awards giving .. Photo taking ..
Lots more things happened , but overall , its a good evening , a really good evening (:

Met up with Mal after that then head over to causeway point while waiting for Jocie and Elliot to join us for dinner . Waited for like one and plus plus hours . After dinner , headed back home x)

♥
after so long , it still feels the same when i saw you .
looking you at the back from far , its enough , i think .
actually , about it , i feels the same too , you know .

29 August 2009 , Saturday - Day Thirteen
A tiring day . But great day (:
Lazy to elaborate . So yeah !
Tomorrow will be a dreadful day . Hais >< ♥ a lil not over you , still .
i am not longer smiling like how i used to ..
it's because of you , i smile .

♥
you're the reason why i am able to forget my past so quickly . but now , i've to forget you as well , this doubles the pain .
i wish , i wish , i wish .
i look into the few hundreds message i had in my phone , and hope that there will be one from you again .
wonder when will be the day , among my so many message a day , i will see one from you .
not possible ever again , i think .

Last day with E35E

It have been quite some time ever since i blogged , though not very long but yeah .

23rd August 2009 , Sunday - Day Seven
Went out with Mummy to AmkHub .
Came back at night and started to revise Maths together with ZW and Mal .
All the way till 2am .

♥
if we were still ..

24th August 2009 , Monday - Day Eight
Maths UT .
Ah , shrucks . Knew how to use excel programme but didn't know when to apply .
This is shittttt , ha . But it's over , so don't bother : D
Stayed back in school and study for communication awhile .
Went for a walked at Admiralty park with them and decided to head home after that .
Was damn tired , bath-ed and fell asleep all the way till i got awake by the phone call from Mal .
Chatted online with friends and at the same time decorating the farewell card for teresa . I wanted it make it as different as possible and i hope she like it =)
It's the last paper tomorrowww . Communication ><

♥
congratulations in advanced , cause i know i won't be able to congrats you on that day itself . you know what i meant , i suppose .
do it well , you will shine .
silent support .




25th August 2009 , Tuesday - Day Nine
Stepping into the class , seeing E35E lovelies all nicely dressed up =) -clap-
After UT , stayed behind to take photos , a hell lot of photos .
View it in facebook , people :D

BELOVED E35E <3>

Suppose to meet SA people for the payment of the teeshirt at 1230 and go for briefing for Jive . But yeay , were late cause we were all busy taking photos and having fun till we forgot that we have to attend all these things .

I LIKE THIS PHOTO <3 style="text-align: left;">After briefing, went to meet them at the south foodcourt :D

And that mafan jocie had to go home to change her shorts and also put her laptop at home ><

Headed to Cini . Watched Orphan (:

But we had fun camwhoringggg :D ~ Pictures will be uploaded in facebook too !
Headed for dinner after 715 .
Chatted and played a prank on Ron .

We reserved him a seat , and placed tissuepaper and chilli in front of the empty seat where he supposed to sit . Then after when we're done with our meal , Malcolm wanted to take the tissue from Ron . I stopped him .. .. ..

Michelle : Eh , wait wait wait .
Malcolm : Huh ? Why ?
Michelle : You got ask Ron first anort , anyhow take his tissue . Tsk !
Malcolm : LOL ?
Michelle : Go call Ron and ask first ! >< Jocie : Yeah , call call .
Michelle : -calling-
Malcolm : 'Hello. We take your tissue ah' -pass phone back to me-
Others : Laughing !
Michelle : 'Hello? Eh , we take your tissue liao hor , okay ah , bye !' -without allowing him to say anything , i end the call :x

Awhile after that .. .. ..

ringringring- RON CALLING ! (note: my ringtone is not like that though, haha)

Michelle : Hello ? Yes Ron ? Laughs .
Ron : Hey , just now what you ask me ah ? -blurrr-
Michelle : Oh , haha , nothing lah , were just asking for your permission to take your tissue .
Ron : Hah ? You want tissue ?
Michelle : Yeah , but we took alreadyyy .
Ron : But , i don't have tissue now leh .
Michelle : LOL , nevermind , we take from you alreadyy ah !
Ron : Whattt? ok . LOL . Change topic .
Michelle : -laughingggg- continue to talk .

The call go on .. .. ..

Conclusion :
Haha , How smart he is lah . Still can say that he doesn't have tissue now . Like as if he have , he can pass to us eh . LOL . This is what happen when you didn't come with us :D We're nice people, we remember you even when you're not with us :D

RON NG POH TECK promise me that he will go out with us during the holiday !
If he lie , tsk tsk tsk . He's gonna be so dead . Muhahahahaahhaa :D

Jocie headed home after that .

We continue-d to walked around ION . And we saw Alexis , Lynn , Ida , Jodie , Lesden . Walked around with them then headed to Takashimaya , cause they wanted to eat durian pancake . But yeay , when we reached there , shop closed . So went back ION and took picturesss :D

26th August 2009 , Wednesday - Day Ten
Stayed at home . Blogging .
The lyrics for 'Fall For You' , how nice .
I officially start holiday from today onwards ! Book-ed me asap :D


counting down ..
TWO DAYS TO SA APPOINTMENT CEREMONY
EIGHT DAYS TO JIVE CAMP
TEN DAYS TO MALCOLM'S BIRTHDAY BBQ
TWENTY-THREE DAYS TO PRIS.W BIRTHDAY
TWENTY-FIVE DAYS TO BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY
TWENTY-SIX DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
TWENTY-SEVEN DAYS TO HANPING'S BIRTHDAY
THIRTY-TWO DAYS TO CHALET

etc .


♥
i miss you , still .
i've one month to myself before school starts , i think i shall make use of this time to forget .
goodbye .

Random drawings by CZW

trying to draw his display picture . but FAILED . lol .

what a face ._.

poo poo ~ eeew .

sarcastic drawing uh !
this is when i got sun-tanned after SA welfare day .
and they saw me with red back so they started saying I'm a lobster
and this is how this RED stickman came about . RANDOM !

Had a long chat Kenneth ' SA on the phone just now :D
As usual , he doesnt say HELLO .
So this time he started by : Pizza Hut Delivery ... ...
And so on ...
Singing , Jokes , Craps and everything were what we talked about .
Old-ies and that's HIM .
Just plainly because of boredom . HAHA .

Ah , before someone says that my blog is always emo .
And started to draw my blog with hands and leg so that i could blog itself even with me not updating .
So i decided to post this :D
This post is notttttt emo okay ! HAHA -i win-

MICHELLE IS A HAPPY GIRL , she wish . LOL

if only everyday could be like this x)

Hot and cold .

PHOTOS IS UPLOADED IN FACEBOOK : D

20.08.2009 Thursday . Fourth day w/o you .
Its Science UT today . Wasted my time studying , hais .
After UT , stayed in school for awhile to 'revise' cognitive .
Went back home and have a super long sleep .
Set alarm and wake up at twelve to send YUJUAN her BIRTHDAY msgg x)
After that , went back to sleep again : D

♥
i saw you in my dreamland , and how i wish the sleep could last forever .

21.08.2009 Friday . Fifth day w/o you .
Cognitive and Problem Solving UT . Not enough time to finishhhh ~

Its YUJUAN birthday today : D


* photo source credit to , JOCIE OH LI LING .
E35E had a mini celebration with her in class after UT (:
All the best to her !

After that headed to play pool with jocie , malcolm , wenting , jieying and nadya .
It've been sucha longg time ever since i played pool , but yeay , we still had fun relearning everything , haha !
Lesden , Aizat , Ziwei joined us ltr on .
Taking a break , so i played music from the laptop because the place is so damn lousy , NO MUSIC ! at most , we can hear is meowwwww ~ which we don't know where is it from ;x
So i become the music player for that moment ._.
Headed to the hawker center after that , some had their dinner and all , while me lesden and ziwei at the other table having random chatts ;D

Part I .
Michelle : Eh , why your ball become blue colour , not orange one meh ?
Lesden : I bleach it .
Michelle : Don't bluff ah , where can bleach one . HOW ?
Lesden : Can , you bleach already than put colourings .
Michelle : -thinking thinking thinking -

Part II .
Lesden started saying : Blueberry jam is blue colour .
Michelle : Heh ? No lor , its purple whatttt !
Lesden : Its BLUE .
Michelle : - turned and asked jocie and co , what colur is blueberry jam ?
Jocie & co answered : Purpleeee .
Lesden : If it's purple , then why is it call BLUEberry ?
Jocie : Its purple lah .
Lesden : Then why not call it purpleberry instead ?
Michelle : Cause blueberry sounds nicer , if nott purpleberry like v weird mah , no meh ?
Lesden : Speechless .

Part III .
Michelle is still thinking about the bleaching thing and started asking ..
Michelle : Ehs , if you bleach then will become white color mah , then why still have the eyes and mouth (FYI : the eyes and mouth is part of the design of the keychain )
Lesden : wondering why bleach will become white ?
Michelle : The bleach white color whatt , if you put it inside then come out white colour lorh .
Lesden : Bleach is TRANSPARENT , not WHITE .
Michelle : Anyhow ah you , where got transparent . Its white lor , i see my mum put the shirt inside to bleach then come out very white lehhh .
Lesden : Nooooooo . Bleach is TRANSPARENT . Go back check .
Michelle : - still doubting - Really meh ? Okay , i'll go bck and check .
Silent ... ... ...
Michelle : Eh , but how you bleach already the eyes and mouth still there ?
Lesden : Its printed on , so wont kena bleach away .
Michelle : - still doubting whether it is true - Eh , bleach it to green then monday let me seeee .
Lesden : Okay lo .
Michelle : - thinking whether can one mehhh , hmpf -

* Laughs , there are alot more random chats lah , and till now i am still thinking about how to bleach that thing ._. i felt so cheated , hahahahaha . Better don't let me find out it's FAKE ! Wahahahahahahaahahahha x)

I HAVE A GOOD DAY TODAY . - 1 month away from my birthday -

♥
when i am nice to someone , it doesn't mean that i fancy them .
because it doesn't mean that only when you fancy someone , you be nice to them x)
the daily routine : thinking of you .



22.08.2009 Saturday . Sixth day w/o you .
Its a saturday today ! Woohooooo ~
Time to update my blog , and i am doing it now : D
I don't plan to go anywhere todayyy . Cause i told myself , must study for MATHS .
But yeay , expected , i wont be studying ._. HAHA .
This song - Hot and Cold is nicee : D

♥


isn't this so contradicting ? yes , contradict is just the right word for me now .
i want to know you again , i really do .

A whole new world w/o you

Sunday. Day one.
Stayed at home, the whole day.
How amazing, i cant believe it myself either ._.

you're still in my mind.

Monday. Day two.
Cognitive module.
Enterprise CE talk.
; Boringgggg. I am dumb enough to copy down notes when the slides is actually given to us :x I didnt know till the last few problem. Good job Michelle =.=
Jack came to RP, lunch-ed with him, Jocie, Malcolm and Yongjian.
Headed back home with Jack and Yongjian [:

trying to forget, move on.

Tuesday. Day three.
' Last day of lesson in E35E with E35E ❤lies '
Module : Enterprise
Great day! Sad atmosphere.
Two new faci came in, think they wanted to see how PBL learning is like, they are new to RP ;D
Victor were nice enough to order us pizzassss ~
And we took a lot a lot a lot of photos :) Shall update soon.
Before third meeting, the guys did something funny.
They brought in the tables that is outside the class, the dustbins, and the plants ! LOL .
Well, third meeting start.
Our group added some notes to the class after out presentation.
I teared halfway thru presenting, embarassing. But yeay, don't bear to leave them is still the fact. So on and on, a few others teared too.
After school, took alot more photos.
Then headed back home ;D

'' I ❤ E35E'09 ''

To all E35E lovelies, thanks for being a part of my journey in RP.
Seriously RP will sucks big times without you guys.
All the fun times we all had, will become one of the best memories i'd in my life.
Its just 15 weeks, and the class is so bonded together.
Having the thought of parting with each other and going on to a new class real soon, it upset the heart and started the tears.
But whatever it is, we cant changed this fact, so please, do cherish and enjoy till the last day.
Looking forward to chaletttttt ;D

" I SWEAR ''

At night, started to revise for enterprise with meowsxz.
Started doing presentation to each other for each problem.
Meow went off at arnd 3 am, then i continue crapping with ron.
Slept at 4 plus. Goodday !

the perfume smell of that new faci reminds me of you.
but i realised, its all over.
and everything have become just memories.


Wednesday. Day three.
Had Enterprise UT today.
It's not very difficult, but i have alot of careless mistakes.
Damn, all the calculation questions will be WRONG!
It's SCIENCE tomorrow, shitness.
Stayed in school and study awhile, but NOTHING goes into my head.
So decided to go back home and study again.
And now, currently taking a break from studying and update my blog.
I AM SO GONNA FLUNK MY SCIENCE , i swear .

now i miss you like how you used to miss me,
but do you miss me like how i miss you.

Bball day & the long awaited SA Welfare Day (:

Woohoooo . Its weekend alreadyy . And it’s time for me to update again .
On Friday , had maths module .
It’s so easy that we completed the worksheet and ppt in the second meeting .
So during the lunch break , we went outt of school to eat ;D (Chung, jocie gf , ziwei , Malcolm , Ron)
After having our lunch , we realised that it’s still early so we went back school and walked around , visited several places like the sports complex ._. HAHA .
After school , went to play bball with malcolm , jocie and elilot . As usual , its very tiring but yet fun . Some funny stuffs happened in between like
- malcolm trying to bounce the ball back by hitting it on the wall but in the end kena hit by the ball straight on his stomach .
- And jocie trying to snatch the ball from malcolm but in the end scratch his face .
- And elilot behaving like cockroach when I got the ball .
- Not forgetting the part where malcolm and elilot jumped together when I trying to shoot . (only we know)
Well, there’s some weird and irritating things that happened though just like
- My blister getting worst
- And my legs and hands hurt hell lots
- And in between the game , while we were having rest , I went out to refill water for jocie’s water bottle . There’s this two guys , one Chinese one Indian that stand behind me . Then I thought that they are Q-ing for the water cooler thingy also .
So I turned and say : Sorry ah , give me a minute .
Then they say : No actually can we have your number ?
I was like heh ? for what ?
They answered : Cause my friend says he want to know you , so ask If he can have your number . The one there that never wear shirt de .
I was stunned , and thought it’s a prank at first so I continued filling up the bottle then say : Oh , haha . Then I faster walked away .
After that continue playing bball till when we are going off , and there's this one guy standing at the vending machine there saying Hi , then ask me for walk over , but i pretend never see then walk away with jocie and co . LOL .
That guy said : Wah sian . She pretend never see me .
But fact is , i really cant see clearly ah . LOLOLOL !
Went to sport complex and bathhhhhh ;D refreshhhing !
This is the last game before UT .

Saturaday . SA Welfare Day .
Suppose to meet Keith at YCK mrt station at 750 .
But he says that he will be late so meet at 800 instead .
Then waited and waited for him to say that his train is leaving AMK .
But then by the time i recieve his msg , the train that he's in already left ._.
So i took the next train and meet him at Khatib instead , wahahahaahahahh !
Reached woodlands and waited for others to arrive (: Took bus over to East Coast .
Met up with others that came from Bedok . Walked there ..
Had a few games at there , quite funnn ;D
Then we had our own games , took pictures and blahblahblah .
Evil people tried to get me and linda darlingg down the water . At first they scare us only , but at the later part they used forceee . We struggled and struggled using all methods to get away . But yeah , luckily we did it ;D LOL . Sorry people , if i've been rough . HOHOHO ;D
Had fun and all , homeeee-d .
And i have got a tann-ed heart shape at my back . Damnnn , i'm tann only at my back ._. When i dont even want to get tann at all ><>
Pictures will be uploaded on facebook soon (:

Today is sunday , and i am staying at home .
Mummy's cooking lunch for me ;D
It's mummy's birthday on TUESDAYYYYY !


We make a better friends than lovers .
So letting go may not be a bad thing to both you or me .
Because we're just not meant to be . -lovers .
The love story of us ended here , may all the best for you and your future . GoodLuck .
Thanks for being part of my life . You're remembered .
Upon seeing you once again , i hope we still could be friends .

Hello people , it have been quite some time that I blogged .
So now , here I am trying to update it ;D
Okay , I have to say all these days have been really great for me , all the fun times with E35E lovelies , gf & co and moo moo .
Well , sorry to say , I can’t really remember all the things I have done for each single day for the past week , so I’m not gna blog in detailed .


Came school late for cognitive with ZW .
Class were wearing Red & White , Hahs . COOL !
Lesson were fine at first , all until when the judging part start .
Well , its quite disheartening to know that there are actually people that cant get over comments given by others . Overall , being judge is never a good thing when facing people that you adores . Its not as easy as you think our job is , people . Stop thinking only about yourself and winning the competition , its so hard giving rates when we have to put aside biasness and yet thinking about the feelings that you guys might have if we were being truthful to ourselves . Arghhh , forget it . Its over though .

catched 'UP' movie with JocieGf and Malcolm at causeway point after the rubbish "war" with part of e35e lovelies in class . fun people , fun play , fun day ! At least my day in class ended off well .
nice movie , the character damn cute luhs ;D


And the below three pictures shows some of the different of STICKMAN ;O

- Conclusion drawing done by ZW aftr seeing how i draw my stickman -


- This is how my stickman looks like . Its original and copyrighted .


- The stickman drew by him , and claimed to be the original look of stickman . Haaaa .

All the stickman talks , and i have been drawing many many things on ZW's exercise book on thursday . And continuation of drawing my own creation of stickman on Yujuan's book on friday ;D LOL . I drew outt the different team member in stickman but differently ;P Sadly , i didnt take a picture of it . Hohohos .



After all those happy times , there's bound to be a bad one .
At the moment that i thought that my life have been doing good so far , i realized that i was wrong , so wrong .
Facing seperation , its once again here .
Even before i could start making a step closer , it failed badly , very .
Its always never be able to have the best of the both world , never for me .
Or perhaps , its just not meant to be .
I tried , but it failed , again and again .
爱. 不就是要包容对方吗?
为什么我就是不能拥有别人口中的爱.

To love or be loved ?
Its another topic i shall talk about the next time i update.

I yearn for a fairytale like love.
Where ? Who ? When ? ... ... ...





- Im heading outt to meet ZW , shall update again (:

* drew by CHEN AH WEI on msn *

Have been staying at home all these along.

Feeling really really bored though. SMS-ing. TV-ing. ONLINE-ing. etc.

Its really BORINGGG x(

Flipped through that particular cupboard of mine and saw the birthday presents that i recieved last year.

Memories brought back ..

Spent sometime looking through it, all the birthday cards and books, all done specially in their own way.

It's really sweet, because all these people knowing that i love surprises shown it through different ways.

Its still so touching reading through all those long and sweet birthday message .. ..

And realised its all the past.

Chatted with Jack, the used to name Caifeng on msn.

And i told him about the secondary school memories that rushed to my mind after looking through my stuffs, then he showed me quite a number of secondary school photos taken

Im missing every single moment in secondary school right now.

I dont mind going back in time, if i can even for just a few mintues.

I miss everyone that were used to be there.

Everything , everything ..

Will blog moreeeeee next time ;D

*5C'08 <3 *

Though im thinking about the past ..

You're still not forgotten ..

My body is aching all over, seriously.
I dontwant to eat patient's food everyday ><
I dontwant to stay home 24 hours anymore!
I want to update my blog with long post ..
I want to get well real soon =X


i want you to know :