SICK ! -goddamnit-
headache & gastric. feeling so terrible x_x -phew-
arghhh, anyway. i still have to go malaysia for prayers @.@
& i will be back tmr :D
fcukfcukfcuk ! aftr i've eaten the antibiotic for my injuries, acnes began to pop out on my face and my back. im so so so allergic to antibiotic since young, but this time i have no choice but to eat th medicine if not it wont recover. DAMN!

uh :x i was totally digusted ~
GUYS out there..
if your GIRLFRIEND dislike you adding others girls in friendster/facebook, thn PLEASE dont bring trouble to others. esp; your girlfriend's friend.
okay, here goes the story.
i've a friend(D), whom have a so call boyfriend(B).
(B) and (D) were really close, and they all about anything, even things that betrayed friends.
(D) were so afraid that th so called boyfriend(B) will be snatched away by other people, so she took precaution.. well, what she does is more than taking precaution, she's simply suspicious of everyone, including me. (ohplease, as if i WILL fallin lovewith (B), phew :x)
some unknown day, (B) added me on facebook, and generally i just accept any friend invitation since we known each other. so i didnt really give a damn about it.
but just ago, (D) called me and questioned me. seriously im so pissed ~
she asked me why did i add (B) on facebook, which like, i didnt do it at all.
the main problem isnt this, is that .. how could she ever think that i've the intention to snatch away her boyfriend ! eeeeee, totally disgusted ..

im already feeling v fcuked up, and why must there be people stil wants to provoke me.
seriously, im NOT in a right mood t hear those sarcastic words. i CANNOT take it.
if you guys are happy ranting nonsense that will make me feel low, thn please. FCUK OFF.
why cant i have friends that comes to me even when they didnt get in to any trouble or have any problems?
why cant i have friends that will be there when i need them and not ORDERING me to be there when they need me?
why cant i have friends that is willing t help or share my burden without asking for rewards?
why cant i have friends that will share not only their sorrows with me?
why cant i have friends that treat me like a friend?
all those whys, really bring me into deep thoughts..
i've tried so hard to be a standard good friend, i helped, i share, i sacrifice.
but it seems that i failed :\

I checked my bank account yesterday, and realised that i spent away ALL my pay already.
I didnteven know what i spent in on, gosh ~
wonder how im gna survive till nxt mth.
shall not look at branded stuffs anymore :\
i need got alot of thing that i havent get, but my pay have alr gone.
arghh arghh arghh. nvm! save x3
okay, lets talk about yesterday(suppose t blog earlier :\) ..
met up w B yesterday aftrnoon, and we headed to town.
first, takeshimaya.
went t find his money-clip wallet, but couldnt find any nice ones. its either the design is just not right for him or its the leather that he dontlike, well.. he's spr fussy :x
second, plaza sing.
went t best denki first t look for samsung p3, cause he wanted t get it so much. but, it isnt released in the market yet.. the promoter says: soon to arrive, but wasnt sure when. arghh, th feeling hearing that really sucks. so, we went t creative shop instead. take a look at ipod touch, oh, its really cool to have that la. but you know, its a want. so yeah, mummy says its a waste of money.. perhaps getting a phone is more realistic. well, but B bought it there immediately. guessed he really need some mp4, since he like it, thn suit him bahs ><>
second, went to S&K t look for clothes, we're getting some for D.S (: looked arnd, and bought some tees for himself and D.S -satisfied-
thirdly, went mos burger to have dinner, and im feeling abit of unhappy there.. B told me that he've t go by 9pm cause he got t help his friend w th computer thingy so i just kept quiet. and he thought that im angry w him because th friend is a lady and he didnt infm me till i find it out myself. but i wasnt angry, just that im thinking whr i shall head to later on whn he leaves so i kept quiet. &thn he sms-ed th lady and told her that he cldnt make it due to some reasons. i was quite pissed w him cause i dontwant his friend t think that im not letting him go :x
! @ # $ % ^ & ! @ # % ^ & ! @ # $ % ^ & ! @ # $ % ^ & ! @ # $ % ^ &
we went t bugis BHG after that, looked for th wallet again.
this time round, no stock -damnnn-
whats so special about that wallet.. its either not available or no stock. ZZ!
thn we went to the perfume section t look at perfumes -blahblahblah-
went back t amk & meet daxin and pass her something thn go off ..
HOME !

Pain

Had a fall on th 13 Feb, friday, a very unlucky day.
Till now, my wounds still hurts.
Couldnt bend or squart down, movements are really limited.
Sometimes in the night, it will just hurt like hell, to an extend that it wakes me up from sleep, the pain is just so untolerable.
Putting on bandage looks so ugly when im in shorts or skirts, but i couldnt wear long pants cause it hurts even more.
Life's really bad :\