27th march
met up with ling in the morning and headed to jurong east to collect some stuffs.
and we did some shopping tgt as well down at IMM.
spent alot on shopping & im quite broke now =\
suppose t meet right aftr my shopping sessions at jurong east for more shopping sessions at city hall. but texted B in the mid of shopping and knw that he's sick ):
so decided t go over t his house and visit him first [:
bought herbal tea and jelly for him and stayed w him till 6pm when dx-bh called.
then i headed over t find her at amk mrt station & we train-ed over to city hall.
go right to the arcade at marina sq and try to catch some toys :P
with luck, i manage to get one for dx and one for myself -ME TO YOU BEARS-
hoho, we decided to give it to our boyfriends instead :D
-continue shopping-
met up with B and bh at amk.
schedule :
28th march
have got somethings to do at home ._.
29th march
family day ._.
30th march
* planning to meet up w KellyLuv
* B's off day, got to meet him at night.
31st march
* arcade sessions w dx
* shopping sessions w dx
* dining sessions w zolz
1st april
* april fool
* not scheduled
2nd april
* 5th month anniversary <3
3rd april
* CSCC

update soon ><

oh, i wanted to blog but i always forgot to ><
and now i remembered but i forgot what did i do the past few days :x
ookkaayy, let me recall ..
24th march, tuesday
i met up with zolene for shopping. it've been a very long time since i went out with her alone. we went to expo robinson sale, shopped arnd for kw's birthday present and blahblah. thn we went t bugis to shop (: both of us bought something back! haha. we're both tired alr, so we decided to stop at mac for a rest and ate mc flurry. &we chatted alot, really. and of course, i learned something from the things we talked about.
- even you be kind to others, others will also repay you with all the bad doings -
well, this actually bothers me quite alot. cause i just cldnt understand why everyone cannot be everyone's friend? zz! not to think bout it anymore alr ._.
25th march, wednesday
hoho! today went to celebrate kokwei's birthday in advanced tgt with zolene, hanping, daxin, binghao, kennethlim and of course kokwei.
and yeahs. met up with zolene, hanping, kokwei and kennethlim first met up in schl to collect our 'o' level certificates. daxin supposed to meet us by then, but think she wants t stay by with binghao instead.
headed to amk hub and the guys have their lunch [: saw daxin and binghao aftr they finished their meal. thn kokwei and kennethlim decided to go disiao them ><>
actually wantd to catch the movie 'confession of shopaholic' but they so engaged with pool games and we missed the movie time x.x
headed to eat dou huay that kenneth wanted to eat so much :p
thn we went off seperately (:
26th march, thurday
came back from B's house this aftrnoon and get busy with my stuffs again.

ilovehim ^^
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was talking to weicheow just now.
he taught me alot of things, and i enjoyed talking to him.
we known each other for days and we talk like as if we known for ages.
he told me his reason for motivating himself & i bet he's sucha good boyfriend (:
he's sensible enough to think for his future, realistic ones.
though he's in ITE now, but he took up lessons for private diploma, cause he know that he have got to work hard so that he could provide good life for his girlfriend and his family.
he doesnt want his girl to suffer with him in the future and so he worked so hard right now.
how sensible he is, motivating himself and work towards his goals.
and thanks to him, i realised many things(:
* i do hope my boy doesnt expect me to do very well for my studies cause im really not good at it even though i tried very hard.

(:
If you never do it, dont be afraid facing it.
You know who you are.
Im waiting f your respond.
I just wanna a peace talk w you t clear things up.

I shall make this a simple post (:
% accompany B to polytechnic for his eye's problem.
% the doctor gave him 3days of MC, he wasnt able to go work today ><
% strolled arnd amk area.
% B decided to cook dinner himself.
% so headed to NTUC Fairprice to get ingredients (:
% Alvin called aftr we're done, and asked to join him for BBQ under his block.
% so we headed back to B's house.
% on the way back, saw B's friend -didnt know whats his name, cause B himself cannot rmb-
% slacked awhile at his house and he started preparing dinner while i uses the comp :p
% went down to Alvin's BBQ after our dinner :D
% chitchatted w them :)
% home sweet home
yesterday was a great day, every lil details that was not mention really made my day :)
&im meeting B later to settle the itouch thingy >< i was occupied by it for the whole day already uh, its his turn fix all the problems :x cause i surrender already =\
hmms, time to get prepare and head over to his house to meet him already (:
blog soon ;D

Everything is back to normal once again.
Thanks to HER/THEM, we know how important trust is btwn friends and lovers (:
This thing ended so quickly its all thanks to KB :D
And obviously not forgetting people like;
* Justin * Adrian * Adrian's friends * Dibao & a few more thats willing to help :)
Also not forgetting those that cheers me up and encourage me when im down;
* Zolene * Zhengjie * Lionel * Dyon * Ann * Derrick & alot more.
Add-ons.
And also thanks to the two girls, Venice & Channice.
Esp; Venice. Thanks for the wishes though (:
Last but not least, a big thanks to kelly for being out there with me when im super bothered by the problem at first. Luv!
AndAndAnd, thanks B for trying to convince me that he didnt done anything wrong and cheering me up using funny ways (: iloveyou <3
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To the person that does all this crappy childish thing;
Listen up, dontever think you will be able to stay annoynomous forever.
Go do a research before playing sucha trick on others lah, your IQ isnt that powerful yet.
Gotten exposed when you havent got the fun? Oh, sad for you. ZZ!
Tell you, playing with the cops might be more fun, you wanna try? -smiles-
Overall, i just got to tell you. YOU'RE SUCHA SICKO~

wtf is going on mansxz.

i sat in front of the computer the whole day already, not moving much.
i'm just so stuck here.
except for the phone calls from kelly, kokwei and hermann & msn conversations with xuannie, zolz, zhengjie, kokwei, justin, adrain, adrain's friends, peihan and a few others which i cant remember really occupied my day (:
skip*
i'll be going over t hermann's hse later for a talk and get my charger back.
and he says he will surprise me, oh whatever. just dont shock me will do =\
uhs :x i keep posting and posting. too bored, upset already la. ZZ!
shall stop posting already ):
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[add-ons]
oh? after i post and went t view my blog, i realised something.
i started to address him by name, hermann.
perhaps im get so bothered by this case and started getting used to believe that he's just my ex? gahhhs, i dontknow. i really dont. i dontwish to feel and do that way lahhsxz! is he still my boy? or no more? ZZZ! Change me back, i so wanted to be hyper again, please.
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I love him, So what?

i felt super lost lah.
i know i know, all these is just so real.
lovey dovey photos. WHAT THE FUCK!
dotes on her so much uh, thn dont come near me lahh.
i feels like i'll go crazy anytime.
from one moment to another, i have totally diiferent feelings!
i know i shld trust him or myself, but that girl seems so real that i so wanted to believe her.
i donteven know what i should do cannnsxz.
and i bet noone understands ><
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went out kelly♥ ystd.
went several places & im happy (:
conclusion : amk always make me sad ):

Just some random photos.

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I have been constantly upset these few days.

Over my boyfriend? Or he's just my ex.

I dontknow if i shld trust him, or even myself.

Ending..

12march, thurs
uh, i actually wanted to meet kelly today. i've got lots of things to tell her :x but mummy says we are gng for buffet dinner at sakura - shaw plaza twin heights tonight, so i couldnt go out =\ and dx and maybe B are joining us.

13march, fri
arghhhs, this 13th of the month falls on a friday again ]:
i still remember, last month which is the 13feb i've got a great fall and the scar is still visible on my knee ): that day v v suay uh .. hope this month nothing goes wrong :x anyway, im catching 'coming soon' this friday w dx and maybe B. pray hard that its a god movie uh x.x
* kelly // go catch 'coming soon' soon also okayyyys! (:

14march,sat
hoho, today AMKSS is having their amksian family day at east coast (:
and many ex-amksian are heading over too, including me :D
mass gatherings, hope to see many people there :)
looking forward :)
* kelly // tell me the time soon alrights, if you are going (:
* zolene // go tgt w them okayyys, bring dx along! shall seeyou there too (:

15march,sun
im gna be busy till 9pm today ):

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Feeling so PISSED right now !

uh :x the weather was so bad yesterday, kept raining =\
waited for the rain to stop before i stepped out of house, the weather ruined my day luhh ><
headed to bishan w kw.
he collected his phone that went hospital few weeks ago ~
and thn we're off to look at new phones.
thinking of getting a new phone, but i just gotten mine not v long ago =\
HTC diamond? HTC touch HD? gahhhhhhhh ...
came bck to amk areas and kw met up w his friend for L4D.
thn i headed back home cause im not feeling that well ..
text B when im on my way home (: but he took years to reply x.x.x.x.x.x
the day ended ~
im meeting kelly today ((:

hohoho.
yesterday night had a long talk with dx at the playground nearby my house (:
recalled so many good memories during aug-sept of 2008, and many many hilarious stuffs happened in 2008, everything was just so great (:
today suppose to meet up with kw at around 2pm but we both woke up really late, so we postpone the meeting time to 5pm instead :p blog about it when im back..
i miss derrick&co ~ busybusybusy :x

Hoho. New link. Random blog.
Uh. Whatever (:

* tagg to be link :D